While recently we featured the Clayton, and Tahoe Boat show, I noticed a funny thing about myself. I didn’t even pay that much attention to the over the top insane boats. Oh, don’t get me wrong. They are amazing, stunning, and just so over the top… It’s painful to look at them. WHAT?
Okay, here is how my brain works. I see something and my brain clicks into I want that, or no I don’t. If I want it, I dig into it and dram about how to obtain it. I like having dream goals. But they need to be somewhat attainable. And here is the thing. Some of those boats are totally unattainable. They are pure art, and there to be appreciated as such.
Whatever brain stimuli happens in my brain is great, but I cant go to deep or I get depressed at what a failure I am. Now I suppose on some level we are all that way at different levels. But can anyone own a classic boat, yes. Heck for $3K you can be there having fun and showing off. But at 3 million? UGH!
This is in now way a slight on a fancy boat, I do lust, but there is a governor of my dream that kicks in. And I suppose in a way this is all very different and personal for many. I still walk out to WECATCHEM and think, I did I pull that off? And how incredibly grateful I am to all those that help keep her going and looking and running way beyond my dreams. So am I alone in my mental issues?